Today is one of those days. I was already kinda off this morning when I had no knitting to accompany my morning coffee, but upon getting to work & realizing the date now I’m just down.  Today is a year to the date of my first D&C.  Mammas’, hug your babies, some of us will never be as blessed.  

This feeling comes and goes. Some days are better than others, some days are just down right cruel. Thankfully I am blessed with this husband and this amazing niece.

Thankfully knit night is tonight and the girls are always excellent at some silly nothingness that makes you forget absolutely everything. I may bring some brownies to drive the point home though